Goldfeather

Little Black Book
2010-04-14 14:04:05 (UTC)

The first time

Well, I have a confession to make, I am not very fond of
writing down my thoughts and feeling in pages. I always have
this nagging fear that someone might read it. The idea of my
thoughts and feelings being exposed to the rest of the world
is downright scary!!
But since i started watching this new series called 'The
Vampire Diaries', I feel it's important to write down your
memories. You never know when they might come in handy.
I admit, I have been a little obsessive about Paul Wesley,
the guy who plays Stefan in the show and have reached a
conclusion, that I will never find the love of my life! The
only guys I tend to like are pale, have white fangs and
drink blood. It's pathetic, I know.
But honestly, where have all the good guys gone? It's been
so long since I met a guy who actually listens to what I
have to say!
I don't talk much (honestly), but when i do, I want him to
listen to me!
I have this problem, I hate being vulnerable. I hate being
put in a position where I don't have control over my
feelings. I'm a control-freak sometimes. Sue me!
You know what I think the most important thing in a
relationship is, the spark. A relationship is not a
relationship if two people are not passionate about each other!
For instance, In a room full of people, when a man and woman
in love look at each other the exact same time, they share
this unbelievable moment. A moment of such intensity and
love that it's almost magical. That's the spark I'm talking
about!
So to all my friends who are in a relationship, don't ever
lose that spark. It's the most important thing!




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