I don't know what to think. My thoughts wind up going back
to Him all the time. Sometimes I think I'm thinking about
Him too much. I'm sure He doesn't think about me as much.
I'm never the type to go thinking about how things could be
if i were his but i do with him all the time. What I'm
really afraid of is that he'll figure all this out and use
it against me somehow. Figure out that i'm really that
much into him and then use me for sex or play and then be
He sent me his rules for being his and i loved them - they
were nice and simple and easy to understand. I really like
reading them over and over.