noneofyourbusiness

Thinking about a lot

If there's one thing I know about myself, it's that I'm a
dreamer. I think about what if's mostly: what if I were a
rockstar? What if I hadn't said that? Would we still be
friends? What if I told him that I love him? Would he
freak out and my mistake would ruin our friendship? What
if I went to the best college in the world? Would it help
me get a job? What if I studied genetics? Am I smart
enough to be anything that I want? It just goes on and on
in endless circles that I can't stop. I just think about
these things all the time. and worry about them. Anyways
enough about that...
I guess it's time for more things about me:
I don't really have a favorite color because color is one
of my favorite things: I love them all. I'm NOT a cat
person. I kind of hate cats. I love to read, I read all
the time; pretty much anything I can get my hands on. One
time I was the only person who showed up to the book club
at my school. It's embarrassing but I'm kind of obsessed
with death. I think about it a lot too. What it's like,
and mostly if there's anything on the other side. Or if
there's EVEN another side. I'm kind of an athiest. I
definitely don't believe in a god. I like the idea of
reincarnation though.