spexybtch

my life
2010-03-26 01:58:42 (UTC)

day 5

Hello there people.
I decided that i really need to go shopping!!!!! all my
clothes are WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY too big!!! omg! its
driving me insane... as long as it used to take to get ready
multiplied by like 3 is how long it takes me now...just
because i have to find clothes that at least semi-fit!
On a more positive note. today was Maggle's birthday and she
managed to insult all of the gifts i got her...balloons
failed at life because they floated even with the
weight...the cupcakes were evil bcuz the icing changed our
teeth blue....the list goes on! it was totally pissing me
off!! Oh and I think i have a new theory.
Lizzies new theory:
-I'm fat because my mom never said no to fast food....
-I'm fat because I didn't know how else to deal with my
life in middle school without my mom.
-I'm fat because I guess i was sort of depressed when my
mom left...then when I moved back with her..then when My dad
moved to Florida..then when my dad came back to my old
town...then when I got in trouble and ate all summer...
-I believe that it isn't my fault or my generations
fault that we have an obesity problem. I think its the fault
of the people who raised us. Its they're fault because they
let us eat. They got divorced...they caused the things that
make us depressed...I believe that Our lives are what make
us fat...NOT our minds...not our stupidity...not us at
all...Its the parents..its the fact that they are fat
because they gave up. I believe that More of our
generation's parents are depressed and divorced than any
other! I believe that our parents decisions influence us
more than they realize. I also believe that its not our
fault.....its their's.
-I think that I'm fat and I know i can fix it. I also
know that i need support to do that!


IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YOU ARE SOMEON WHO AGREES WITH ME AND WANTS TO FIX
AMERICA AND OUR GENERATION. THEN COMMENT....OR MESSAGE OR
WHATEVER. WE CAN DO THIS!!! TOgetHER. WE CAN!!!!!!!!


More on my day.....It was actually really blah. Other than
the fact that i realized i still love Okoya. I don't think
i'll ever stop!!! If i could i would... He HAS a
girlfriend....she's just like me...she's not as overwieght..
and she's blonde not brunette...but she's in band...she's
really energetic...shes JUST LIKE ME DAMN IT! so why her....
why not me...? is it just becaus i dumped him...it was a
mistake..i know that...and i know i hurt him.. but he's
hurting her..by cheating on her with me!! its stressful
because i don't understand. I really don't understand... He
told me today after i finally confessed.. that he loves me
too. that he's never stopped. That to him i'm totally
irrisistable! i just don't get it. I need to move on.. that
i do know. That i am 1000000000000000000000000000 percent
positive about.

Well...thats enough of Lizzie's life and theories and
ideas...good night readers..if you exist.

3
Lizzie


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