Kimmie

Anxious
2010-03-19 16:17:21 (UTC)

Day 1 Zoloft

So here i am again yesterday wasnt too bad i could breath a
bit better no panic attack YET.... It seems to me inbetween
Xanax your body just freaks out, i know for me i couldnt
breath and couldnt wait for my next dose, the klons seems
to be keeping that away, i think. Im still hyper as hell
just like i was on the Xanax whats my prob. What do i need
to calm my ass down just a tad... Sleeping was pretty good,
though i notice i like to pretty much be off by myself
rather then wrapped around David and Chico. Still waiting
for attacking anziety to arrive god for 500 bucks you think
they would fly that shit straight away. I may have to call
them. I still continue to stress is it my mito or a mental
issue, yuck thats the worst part. Well with a half a tab of
a low dose of Zoloft i wouldnt think i would feel much of
that today. Life is so fun, amazing, beautiful etc why oh
why is my body doing this to me. I see the paps got pics of
Coreys casket, no respect... No Feldman? Oh watched The
Lost Boys last night still is pretty sweet, im passing on
the 2nd, no Corey Haim there. Is Feldman selfish? Maybe he
should have said hey we are a team, do it with oe without
us and it would have been just pure crap if both of them
opted out. I may switch this up a bit maybe you guys are
board with the blah blah lets start getting real, this isnt
even half of the ordeal.Omg hearing about people who cant
fuck, i never thought i would be one of those people, but i
am..... I have a weird attraction to little people, i saw
one at the docs, a tiny lady, not sure i ever saw a female
one in real life, have seen the men, i said to my mom lets
kidnap her... Speaking of PITT BOSS the redhead a lesbian?
Dang who knew, guess they really are just like us only
smaller. Then again i like anything small, my dog, my mini
laptop, maybe i should look for a midget man they seem
kind, understanding of peoples needs...




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