chelseamegan

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2010-03-19 04:48:25 (UTC)

I'm entitled to nowhere.

Day 1 of entry.. Let's see how this works out for me.

Hmph. I'm usually a very happy person and I'm optimistic
about almost anything that sets path in my way. This past
week, I don't know what's going on with me.. Everywhere I
turn, a new stress is put upon my chest. Sure, it happens
for a reason, or so I think anyway, but seriously? I'm a
strong person and I do have potential to keep going but
I've been drug through so much shit that I feel as if it
would be necessary to stop functioning sometimes. There
might be a few reasons why I'm feeling this way though. My
true and complete best friend walked out of my life in the
beginning of January, and at that, it was 2-3 days before
her Birthday. I didn't do anything, I would't hurt a soul,
especially hers. Other than that, in March, I stopped
being friends with another good friend of mine. Things
just didn't seem the same for us, both of us changed it
seemed and I didn't like the attitude she had and more or
less my attitude didn't help towards anything. My days are
either good or bad. I do have two choices to make: be in a
good mood or be in a bad mood. It just doesn't work that
way for me sometimes, I stop trying and give up usually.
Anyway, on top o those two losses, I haven't done my Apex
remediation to pass a class and tomorrow is the final
deadline. I failed what I was supposed to pass on Apex and
yet I find myself stressing, worrying, crying, and
depressed. Oh, I haven't wanted anything more in the world
than to just remain happy. Cheers.


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