PREGNANT AND ALONE

THE LIFE OF ME
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2010-03-18 04:25:09 (UTC)

I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS!!!!

OK WELL TODAY HASN'T GONE GOOD FOR ME AT ALL...LATE LAST
NIGHT I WAS JUST REMEMBERING ALL THE THINGS MY BABY'S DAD
HAS DONE TO ME...I CAN'T SEE HOW I'M STILL TALKING TO
HIM...I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING AND YET HE STILL HAD THE NERVE
TO CHEAT ON ME WITH SOME FUCKEN BITCH AND HE WANTS ME TO BE
COOL WITH HIM...HE TELLS ME THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR HIM
TELLING ME ALL THE WRONG THINGS HES DONE TO ME...AND I JUST
WANT TO YELL AND SCREAM AT HIM..BUT I NO THAT WONT CHANG ANY
THING SO I DON'T EVEN TRY...

NOW WITH THE THOUGHTS OF NOT HAVING A STABLE FATHER FOR MY,
SOON TO BE HERE, SON I START TO HAVE BIG DOUBTS ABOUT ME
BEING A GOOD MOTHER...I DON'T HAVE A JOB RIGHT NOW AND I'M
ON WELFARE...I HATE BEING ON IT BUT I HAVE NO OTHER
CHOICE..I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A JOB EVER SINCE THE FIRST
DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT...IT JUST KILLS ME KNOWING
THAT I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GIVE MY SON EVERYTHING HE
WANTS... THIS ALL COULD HAVE WAITED BUT YET I WAS TO STUPID
TO USE A CONDOM OR SUM KIND OF BIRTH CONTROL..


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