Lady Sonshine

autism is my sunshine
2010-03-16 15:58:54 (UTC)

the book.

The title of the book was"I want to be someone new."My son is saying he doesn't like who he is.That he knows he is different.And my worst fear is if he thinks I have somehow abandoned him."thats another clip he plays over and over."I have abandonment issues."I never would have imagined he would even know what that meant,but I'm begining to see he does.He knows alot more than I think.somewhere in his mind is a neuro normal little boy who wants to break free from the chains of autism.I can't make the autism go away but I think I can help him understand and except himself for who he is.He has reached me through books and movies phrases.So I've decided to write a childrens book.The social stories I make him fo new situations work miracles,so my hope is this will reach him.I love to write and my moms an amazing artist who will illustrate.so why not give it a go.I would do anything for my son.My goal as a mother,to all my children,is they grow up feeling good w who they are,and the rest will fall into place.




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