Talk about ridiculous
I don't know if that's how you spell ridiculous. I don't much
care at the moment. God. Is nothing I do good enough? Every
time I think things are getting something spoils it. Mainly
people. Who make me feel like a complete waste of human
existence. And lately, I keep feeling an overwhelming urge to
bang my head violently against a wall. Not good. I...... ugh.
I just can't deal with anything any more. I can't care about
anything. I just can't.