The life of a Torchered soul
2010-03-10 05:37:18 (UTC)

I feel like....

.....running to the edge of a cliff, screaming my head off and diving to my
death with nothing but the echo of my scream hitting my ears at a
hundred miles an hour. Everything was supposed to change not get
worse. I feel like I do so much for nothing in return. I wanna cry most days
but just bottle it up inside until it feels as if I'm going to bust. ( with my size
that wouldn't be hard.) I feel like I'm loosing everything. And I'm tired, no
I'm exhausted mentally, physically, emotionally. I hate this emptiness, this
torcher, this pain. But most of all I hate me because I'm ruining myself.