Dont_belong_anymore

Life as me
2010-03-08 02:27:41 (UTC)

Background

so i just started this. i feel like blogging will help with my life.
Im cheyenne. I go by chey. or cheyenne.Im 15 and i have a boyfriend. i don't
really know where to start with this. but lets start from ground zero. Im
originally from pensacola, florida. i have a sister and a mom. they are all i
need. my dad left when i was 3. he beat my mom. i was just three, what could i
do about it. Ever since then its just been me, my sister, and my mom. i didn't
really need anyone else. until my mom met mark. i didnt like him at first. but i
got used to him. he and my mom were married for 2 weeks when he left for a
business trip in atlanta. he was on his way back when a drunk driver hit his car
and killed him. i was 8 years old. i remember waking up to my mom crying her
eyes out and i was still confused about everything. i wasnt sure what was going
on. my sister was trying to explain it to me. I remember going to his funeral.
my first funeral. i sat in the car by myself for 30 minutes because i had just
found out he wasn't ever coming back to me. 3 years later my mom found
Greg. who is still currently my step dad. and my two step brothers dalton (14)
and daniel (22). one big family plus a cat and dog. i love my step dad. but hes
a jerk most of the time.. hes always yelling about money and what nots. and
frankly im rather sick of it. just tonight me and my mom went out to buy me a
swim suit for spring break (im going to the beach with some friends) and my
mom ended up buying me two swimsuits and a pair of shorts and some new
makeup. with a total of $95.00, so he went nuts. but its not like were freaking
poor or anything. whatever, he pisses me off most the time. i just stay outa his
way. My sister is a different storie though.. she is always on my case. she is
usually nice to me. then if i say something negative she blows up on me, so
basically i don't belong in my family. i only like my mom. 3
i wish it was just me and her.





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