Why do I even bother
So I've been accused of being a man-eater more than once.
I think its true...
I'm addicted to the control and power I can have over a man.
How I can flirt and flatter and he is putty in my hands. It
comes naturally to me. And I love it. I think its because I
have so little control over anything else. I need to know
that I'm good at something, and being charming is it.
Don't get me wrong, I've never lead someone on. I've never
crushed a man. I don't have the heart.
I do like feeling wanted/adored and if I have to work at
it/fabricate it. Then so be it.