my life
2010-03-03 21:56:55 (UTC)


yesterday Ivan & i started talking about my health..& how
im depressed and how im scared to die. He was making it
seem like everything was going to be okay.. he doesnt know
anything about how im feeling and hes thinks is simple.
then he said we will get married but it will be for the
wrong reasons. which made me feel even more worse about
myself. he doesnt know anything and by him saying "getting
married for the wrong reason just crushed my heart. I
could die anytime hes suppose to be my boyfriend and make
me feel better but hes not. I wake up and i hope to die..

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