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ThoughtsToBeShared
2010-03-02 20:33:49 (UTC)

....You take the pain away. You make it worth the wait.

Uhh, im in absolute love with this song at the moment.
Its called "My Name" by McLean.
Its beautiful, but the problem is i think of DD everytime.

Things with the boyfriend are unstable at the moment. I
had more trouble with 'him' yesterday. (For those who
arent familar with 'him' , its my boyfriend best mate who
is in fact, in love with him.)
Anyways, i dont want to go into detail but he was causing
yet more hassle for me and the boyfriend yesterday and its
getting
to be a bit much.

If i didnt enjoy being in his life so much, and love those
close to him aswel then i would leave, go, and get out of
this messed up thing.

But i cant and there isent much i can do. Him will always
be there to ruin me and the boyfriend, he will. The
boyfriend rents see it aswel, how much stress he puts on
the boyfriend and it worries them, lots.

But in the mist of this....'drama', i still think of those
few words DD said to me Saturday...

"I like you."
"What?"
"I said, i like you K....,"
"Mate, that not a very good thing to say now is it?"
"I know, but its true. Ah if things were different...."

Ughh, it kills me. He controls my thought which should not
be thoughts at all, and hes trying to control my heart.

But that belongs to the boyfriend, even if it does come
with the ...'drama'.


BTW....if you hadent noticed, all my titles im linking to
a song lyric. Did i say this song is my favourite at the
moment?! (:

Xxx




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