Janelley

very abstract
2010-03-01 06:22:14 (UTC)

mix signals.. :(

Today is sunday. I spent the night at Sabrina's and
haha..it was funny, we had fun watching 'sydney white' and
sucking that stuff thats in balloons to make them fly. We
had crazy voices. :) she's my besy friend. I love her. Of
all my best friends, we've only known each other a year and
almost a half, and I'm closer to her than Heather: known 18
years. Morgan: known 16 years. Christina: 5 years. Wow.
Those are my best friends, and Sabrina is my true best
friend. I love the other three very much. So when we were
laying down in bed, she was practicaly on top of me,
sliding her hand on my face and saying, "sshh..just let it
happen.." CREEPY!! haha.. It was funny though. We were
laughing pretty hard. We went to church and then came back
to my house then went to jamba juice and then I dropped her
off at home. Then I went in the cottage and I just kinda
stayed in here. It was pretty boring in the big house. Then
jenni and shelly came in. Shelly was getting ready for the
soccer game and jenni just needed to use the bathroom.
werid. So then we sorta had another talk about tyler being
divorced..and I cried..and then I told jenni that were
friends right now, and that if we date, then I'll tell dad
about his past relationship. I texted him to see if he
wanted to come to the indoor soccer game, but he never got
back to me. Jill ended up playing on the team cause they
were short girls. the only girl that showed up was shelly.
and then I played to. Matt said I did a good job, as well
did jill and john. It was fun. I wish I could play indoor
soccer again. It was so much fun. And!! I never thought
that I could be that good at a sport. Looks like I was very
wrong about myself. :) so it was fun. then ana, jill and I
went to yogalious..it's a knock off of the house of yogurt.
Just like it, only you serve yourself..and then we came
home, and tyler hasn'r texted me all day..well a little
this morning around 11:30ish around 12:00pm. and that was
only for a little bit. We can't build a relationship if we
don't hang out. I told sabrina that I don't think he likes
me anymore and that I'm just gonna stop texting him first.
I feel like I'm bothering him. When ever I text him, his
responces make it seem like he's just busy..or just doesn't
want to talk. And I don't want to seem like a stalker..or
annoying so I'm just not gonna text him unless he texts me.
Maybe he's going through some rough patches with his ex-
wife and can't deal with another relationship..but he could
just tell me that instead of not talking to me..I was
thinking, what if he's gonna slowly stop talking to me and
then cut off all contact?? I like him.. :) and it seems
like its working out. Its 10:21. I'm tired. I'm gonna go to
bed. I was thinking of reading some mark, but my bibles' in
the car..and I kinda don't want to get it..maybe I should I
don't know. My eyes are glazing.. tata.




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