Gennon

Liquid Soul
2010-02-24 23:30:19 (UTC)

Moving Forward

Let go of the past and forgive those wrongs HAH!

LOL.

With my heart so heavily invested in one love I'm seeking
reasons, excuses, possibilities whatever one may call it, as
to WHY I should move on. First and foremost is the fact that
I'll actually start living.

I'm easily distracted, no thats not true... I easily
distract myself.

and gaming is my drug of choice.

I miss my children, and they are growing through life to
which I will not be a party of.

Now it is the ex-wife and her new man. There is a deep seated
jealousy around this issue, however I think that is my
own personal failings.

I remember many times when I took my children for granted.
Now they are not here to be taken for granted.

I grew complacent in my life and I let that rot my
relationship the same way I'm doing so in my life right now.
The biggest distraction are the phrases

"What if..."
"I should've..."
"Why didn't I..."

Living in regret is not living at all, nor is it a life I
want to live.

Learn... Let go... Move On!




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