Lady Ti

Cheating Boyfriend

So me and "Bob" started dating in Feb. 2009.
We were not serious at first both just out having fun, but
then sometime around May 2009, he says that he wants to be
serious and exclusive. I wasn't for it at first but then I
decided what the hell you know? In July of 2009 he decides
to update his facebook to say that he is in a
relationship, shortly after that all hell breaks loose. I
get a message from a girl saying she had been sleeping
with him for the past 5 months and she hopes we arent
serious. OF course he denies all of this and I decide to
let it go because after all we werent offical the whole
time. I still had my iffy feelings about the situation and
oneday i saw something uneasy on his computer. He had
about 5 videos that he had recorded of him having sex with
girls and I was in 2 of them!!! They were all with out any
of us knowing. So I of course delete them and then I told
him that I saw them and that I want nothing to do with
him.

He later tells me that he is so sorry and that I'm it, I'm
the one for him and that he doesnt want to be with anyone
else but me. Of course I didn't believe him but for some
reason beyond my knowing I decided to stick it out. He has
since got caught in a couple of lies and I honestly think
that he has slept around again but I have no proof. WHY do
I stay? I have no clue. There are so many people out there
willing to treat me so much better than he does but still
I stay. I know that one of these days I will get up and
leave, I just don't know when.

I've been kind of down lately since I've been out of work,
out of school, injured and sick, so I guess that's the
reason why I am holding on.....I mean that and because
I've never been in love with anyone like this
before......ugh the same story I use to hear and roll my
eyes at is now me.