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Patricia
2010-02-23 03:42:20 (UTC)

Lost

I never thought love was all those things everyone said to
be.
Love awakens you
Love takes you high
Love confuses you
Love changes you
Love kills you

Felt like i was going through all of those in matter of
minutes, but he doesn't even seem to care. Like it doesn't
affect him at all, is it possible for someone to hide
feelings so well?
Everything seemed fine and out of nowhere chaos irrupted and
took over. Time is the problem, so i'm told. Theres no time
for me and its not fair to me. When was this chosen for me?
How is having nothing better then having a little. Nothing
makes sense, and i barely get any answers. Vainly I sought
comfort in close ones and heard the expected.
Forget him
Not worth it
You deserve better
You can do better
guys come and go
be strong

I'm trying to, but easier said then done rite. Sometimes i
feel my heart getting heavy and it gets difficult to breath.
Too many things going through my mind.
I'm barely sleeping, don't want to dream of any
memories. Trying to keep myself busy is harder then i
thought. Somehow he had become part of my whole life.




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