aaronisonfire

alone and adored
2010-02-22 01:40:30 (UTC)

lipstick and lesbians

sleep, wake up, sleep wake up.... my life needs to change...
im 22, im graduating with no job prospects, no goals, and
barely any motivation. what am i gonna do? should I have
worked harder? how is my gpa gonna affect my post-grad life?
where shhould I move? what kinds of jobs should I be looking
for? frankly, am i gay? that question has come up a lot.... i
guess ill have to start wearing lipstick fulltime.... i wanna
prove everyone wrong and bring home a fucking fabulous man....
not that ive discussed it with the family... but dad and bro
assume im gay and mom... no idea... dont even wanna know... i
know that it would change SHIT ALL... and im so glad my family
is fucking completely integrated into the 21st century.

im not even half as worried about "turning out gay" as i am
about what the fuck im gonna do with the rest of my life.

suzanne was right, "the 20s are the hardest years of your
life"

saw keelin tonight .... was just re-reading the title of my
first entry.




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