Mary Jane

The Yelllow Submarine
2010-02-20 02:59:31 (UTC)

Got him on my brain

Thomas, Thomas. I have thought about you at least 20
times, probably more since we ate lunch this afternoon. I
have been at home, the husband cooked me dinner. He is
trying, I am just afraid it's too late. All I can think
about is all the bad stuff that he has said. The other
thing I think about is how badly I want to be around
Thomas. I know he is at work, and I just want to text him,
or something, it's ridiclous really. I don't even know
what to text him, and it's so school girlish and retarded.
I dunno why I just want to be around him.

I feel like I am getting so old. I hate it. I will be 29
at the end of summer. I know the pressure to have a baby
will just get worse at that point.

I just want to feel Thomas inside me. Damnit Damnit




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