prettygirl69

prosper and heal
2010-02-18 23:06:18 (UTC)

trying to get past the canonnsburgh whore that he met on craigslist

as a recovering alcoholic its been hard for me to get over
the fact that my fiance cheated on me with a married woamn
he found on craigslist.

despite the fact that i treated him well fucked him more
than excellent worked full time in college trying to get
my degree (i graduate in may) sucked his dick made
homemade pornos...etc....and he still cheated. it wasnt so
much what he did it was how he did it. he had me taking
pictures of him that i later found out he'd been sending
to her.

ive been strugling to stay with him although im well aware
that he is undeserving of my adoration. i admit i did slip
and have a few drinks until i realized i have so much more
to be thaankful for. my daughters are wonderful i have one
out onn her own maintaining a household on her own my
second eldest has gotten accepted to duqesne college and
my youngest is thrivving well making excellent grades.
thats why i decided that going back to being a drunk wasnt
in their best interest. i love my daughters too much to
return to the downward spiral of alcoholism.

so when i found out the woman is married i thought maybe i
should alert her husband as to what shes doing. destroy
her life like she did mine. then i realized that 3 wrongs
dont make a right.

i just keep being patient and asking God for strenght and
courage. This was my first interracial relationship and i
am heartbroken but i must keep myself focused. i have to
get my degree finish raising my daughters and seeing them
through life.

one day karma will get them both....i just dont
understand..he said shes a whore but i just dont believe
its over between them no matter how much he tries to
shower me with love i still believe he is cheating. why
does a man w2ho has everything go on craisglist and find a
married woman (who by the way didnt want to let him go)
and cheat? why would a man who was cheated in before
inflict that pain on someone else?........

i wish i could alert her husband to what she did to
me....but all i know is his name and he lives in
canonnsburgh...