behindethesehazleeyes

Head strong
2010-02-17 04:53:27 (UTC)

Two pounds back

So today I went back to school, had no breakfast, but
for lunch i had a school sandwich and pickles and a ice
cream! Then I eat something my mom mad for dinner and I am
mad at myself! I gain two pounds! I am 209! F-A-T! I am not
gonna eat tomorrow, well try to.

Things with Richard are going good, But he is so skinny
and I want to be able to be with him and not have people ask
him why he is with that fat girl. It's gonna be hard but I'm
not only doing this for Richard but myself, I want to be
healthy! I want to be skinny! Because I know behind all this
fatness is a skinny girl ready to come out.

I am saving up money to get my tattoo, with out my
parents know of course. But it wont look good on me when
I'm fat so I want this tattoo bad! really bad so another
reason to lose the weight. I want the chines symbol for
love on my lower back, and come on that dose not look good
on a fat girl. But I want it and I will be able to get it soon.

Again not much to write today,

-Amanda

"Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is
also what it takes to sit down and listen."
~Winston Churchill




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