Karianne.

who says i can't get stoned.
2010-02-16 16:10:24 (UTC)

i know i said i wouldn't write again today...

but seeing that my entry got posted on the wall inspired me.

adam told me he loved me the other day. its only been 2
months.
it scared the hell out of me, but i said it back. i think i
do.

i think.
my problem is that everytime i get anywhere near Tyler i
absoloutely fall. its like i forget adam exists. i know for
a fact that if tyler tried to kiss me or anything else, i'd
let him. i'd just make sure adam never found out, and thats
horrible.

i'm a whore.
before i even got into high school, i'd slept with 2 guys.
lost my virginity at 12.
i have no self control.

i used to get high every day all day. then i got caught.
it was all i had to fall back onto, so i'm often really
lost without it.

i'm struggling with my sexuality, my relationship with my
mom, and basically just deciding who i'm gonna be.

if drama is your thing, i'd keep reading because my life is
full of it as of now. but i also have alot of good things
going for me right now.

i finally broke away from the crowd i was running with, the
wierd creepers who will inevitably grow up to be drug
addicts. now i'm with people i can actually trust and feel
happy and secure around.

i'll stop rambling for now.
-Karianne.




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