Mel

My life
2010-02-15 03:49:25 (UTC)

valentines drama

Today was a frustrating day. It's like no amount of things I
do is every appreciated. I stay at home all day taking care
of our son. I have tea ready when he comes home @ 10.30pm. I
have moved from america to be with him, I could have stayed
when I went back to have my son, by my self, with out my
mother or my father being there with me. I am 20 and he is
42. We fight constantly and its like it never gets resolved
so we fight over and over the same things. I feel like our
love life is at its end. No amount of encouragement or what
I wear or if I am shaven or unshaven gets me laid. I am so
sick and tired of stressing to him to touch me, cuddle me,
be romantic with me. He asks me whats wrong, I tell him, and
then he says stop having a go at me. I am constantly tired,
depressed, lonely, sad, bored, pissed off, annoyed, and so
so so hurt that someone who I've traded everything I have
ever known for can just dismiss me just that easly. I'm so
tired of cryin, my mother tells me just to come home but
that I'll have to wait till september because everytime she
has to listen to me cry it tears her up inside. 2 years of
this in may, listening to him tell me I dont do anything for
him and I treat him badly because I get mad at him. If I
could leave how do you split a 1 yr old between 2 parents in
2 different countries??




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