My Thoughts
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2010-02-11 22:41:53 (UTC)

Something is Missing

but I don't know what it is. I feel numb and I do not want
to feel numb anymore, I want to feel again? How do you
learn to feel again? I have become this guarded untrusting
individual and when I think about how I use to feel while
at times, the number of times I smiled matched the amount
of times I cried, it felt more natural than this feeling
of not feeling.....I am a river of emotions but currently
my river has run dry. I am patiently awaiting my rain, I
need to feel again.