SarahBroodie

it goes on and on and on...
2010-02-10 23:19:36 (UTC)

Day 1

Well my sister told me about this and i thought it would
be quite a good idea so here goes...
It better give you the low down on my life so far,
im a twin and i have an older sister. i lived with my mum
and dad, but then they got divorced so my dad moved out. i
don't remember this so i don't really mind about it. I
lived in a small village which was a pretty good place for
a young person to grow up. when i was going into secondary
school i moved to a smallish town which was better for a
teenager as you all proberly know. I loved it, my life was
great but then something happened, im not sure what
happened but it sent me off the rails. i started drinking
and i was always fighting with my mum. after a while my
mum was fed up with it so she kicked me out and i had to
go and live with my dad. I hadnt spent much time with my
dad since he had moved out so i didnt know what i would be
like. My dad had remarried which made it worse as i didnt
like her. I had a very hard time at school after i moved
and a hard time at 'home'. after a year i had sorted
things out with my mum and stopped drinking so i moved
back in with my mum. Everything was good again and i
started college. Untill i met this guy called niall. I met
him at my sisters and we got along straight away. i went
to his house one night with my friend for a few drinks
even though we had two. i missed the bus home and he said
i could stay. things happend and this carried on for about
a month. My feelings kept on growing for him but i knew i
shouldnt like him because he was ment to be moving for 6
months so there would be no point in 'us'. i spoke to him
about my feelings for him but all he had to say was ' he
was in a weird place' i asked what he ment and he said he
was still in love with his ex. This crushed me, and i
still cant get my head around it. its been a month now
since iv seen him and i havnt stopped thinking about him.
i just cant seem to get him out of my head. So that brings
me onto my thoughts tonight, i need to find a new man! So
i think that my mission for now, and im not going to stop
looking. Well i think thats all i have to say for tonight,
its quite a lot of information about my life so far. Quite
a few other things happened such as, my dog dying, my
neighbor trying to kill himself a few times, my mum almost
dying, my best friend getting hit my a car, all my
relationships iv been in, differnt events that have
happened, etc etc etc. But know i think its time for bed.




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