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2010-02-10 08:59:58 (UTC)

ihdd broke mehh down

heyy....whelp umm....tewday was different well yesterday lma0.... ummmm im sinqle.. yepp ihdd happened tewdayy nn lunch idkk yyy he thinkinqq we still qo tewqetha. yeahh i cried mahh tearsz ndd im dun cryinqq ovahh hymm. i loved hymm widd awl heart ndd i still dew. ihddsz so kcrzii cuz he dont understand anybody datsz close tew both of us kno how he bee flirtinqq ndd stuff ndd yhu kno wat killed mehh dee most. wen aryion walked nn class ndd told mehh dat he kissed claudia williamsz is yhu fahhreal... i kno i kno i shouldnt qo on wat people say budd how can i not think ihdd how he flirt widd everybody ihddsz very hard NOT tew believe ndd ihdd tore mahh lil heart up tew bitsz tew dee point where i dont wannahh talk tew any niqqahsz fahh ahh while. i nevahh hadd mahh heart broken till dis day....im not qone cry. i had ahh dream i think the nite before last ndd i juss woke up from on ihddsz likk 3:00 ok budd dee nite before last nitesz dream ....ok i dont remembahh wat happened budd he ended up nn dee hospital on dee urqe of dyinqq nn ahh comahh.... i was torn wen i found out ndd rushed tew dee hospital.... wen dey let mehh nn dee room ndd wen i saw he layinqq or dat dumb hospital bed i ran by his side ndd started cryinqq ndd pourinqq out mahh feelinqsz i dont remembahh everythinqq i said budd i kno ihdd was likk "oh mahh qod bby wat dahh eff yhu cant dew dis tew mehh plz dont dew did tew mehh im beqqinqq yhu somethinqq somethinqq i need yhu so yhu cant dew sid wat about us our future yhur future yhur music football somethinqq about football i dont care about anythinqq anymore yhu qot mahh attention awl dis bs we qoinqq thru im ovahh ihdd juss plz dont dew dis i love yhu so much bby ndd we qon qet thru dis yhu kno wat evahh yhu dew im behind yhu ahh hundred ndd tew ndd yhu kno dis i love yhu so much plz plz plz sumthinqq sumthinqq" den i stayed nn dee hospital widd hymm fahh 3 weeksz no nuthinqq except skool i didnt even qo i juss qot stuff sent tew mehh mahh attention was only on hymm ...budd anyway i heard hymm kall mahh name budd i aint pay no attention tew ihdd budd den he kalled mehh aqain so i stood up nn saw dat is eyesz was open so i ran tew dee bed qrabbed his hand ndd kissed his forehead he said sumthinqq budd ihdd wass supahh low so i couldnt hear so im likk wat ndd before he say anythinqq dee doctahh came nn .......aftahh dee doctahh left he called mehh tew hymm ndd set ndd pulled mehh tew hymm qrabbed waist ndd kissed mahh lipsz ndd said he heard everythinqq i said ndd he knew awl of dat stuff awlreadyy datsz yyy he lovesz mehh so much den he told mehh he hadd sumthinqq tew tell mehh dat wood hurt mehh......den i woke up likk danqq datsz kcrzii tyme fahh skool. lma0 den likk ihddsz 2:38 budd ahh lil aftahh 2 i juss woke up from ahh kcrzii niqhtmare about hymm... ok likk ihdd was juss likk clipsz of hymm dewinqq stuff dat people bee tellinqq mehh he bee dewinqq den at dee end i was sittinqq nn mahh house watchinqq tv ndd he came ovahh ndd idkk how budd claudia popped up ndd day kissed dead a** nn front of mehh fahh likk 2 whole minsz so i juss start qoinqq off ndd he pulled out ahh knife ndd stabbed mehh nn mahh heart ndd datsz wen i woke up ....kcrzii as hell bro.......i scared tew qo bakk tew sleep....im tired of talkinqq about hymm .. new subject i qot dee vaccine tewdayyndd dey snorted sum stuff up mahh nose lma0 im listeninqq tew one wish by ray j lolss OMG i noticed somethinqq wen i qot scared shy nervous or im hurt emotionally i act qoofy as hell i juss found out nn ihdd explainsz so much about mehh....wow anyway i freakinqq love these people...
reqqie boo; tice dee beast; qarry mo money/qare bear; lanaile; robbie rob; racine keyes;drunk head; britbrat; brandon i think.....idkk; dey likk dee best people evahh ndd plus alexis/baybay robert qurlfriend i freakinqq love dese people plue katrinahh deannahh shanketiahh ndd krystal lma0 ndd imari ihddsz likk 2:55 ben typinqq fahh likk ahh hour chokinqq on sunflowahh seedsz rotflma0..anywaysz talk tew yhu latahh mahh first ndd last love......love yhu hunnsz bunnsz ....tew finqahhsz...i wannahh makk love tew yhu well not really lma0 [insidahh..!!]
dont dem qanastahhsz bee likk "ONE" .....udk idk so im say ihdd iiqht mahh niqqahh much love tew yhu fam
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lma0 shit ihddsz 2:59 qottahh qo
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