Autumn_Breeze

Breezes_Life
2010-02-08 21:03:34 (UTC)

Day 1

Well, today is an odd day for me. I have been looking up
schools on line all day, so far. But I cant seem to figure
out just what I want to go to school for. I know I want to
help people. But there are so many different options. I keep
going back to a couple options. But I also know, that i tend
to get bored really easily. So, I am trying to keep all this
in mind. Its really difficult, because I really don't have
anyone to talk to about these thoughts. I want to go to
school and pick a career path that I will enjoy. But it is
so hard, because I enjoy so many different things.

And on top of all the things running through my head, I have
lost my best friend for good. And it hurts so bad. So I am
dealing with a lot. But I'm okay. I get to give my ex best
friend his stuff back and pick mine up. And maybe the lack
of reminders will help me survive it. Now, just to let you
know, I have lost him, because of a mistake I made. I was
stupid and followed my head instead of my heart. So its not
his fault. Only the things he is putting me through now, is
his fault. But that's for a different day.

For now, I can only handle so much. And I am choosing to
take care of my education and career. If he decides we can
stay friends then, I will deal with it then.




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