2010-02-08 07:11:47 (UTC)

Almost 40 but feeling like a Teen

So i am almost 40in a month but it is so strange how I
feellike I am somewhat of a rebellious teenager . Ihave
done more in the last 3 years then I ever did as a
teen,and why amI living out my teenage fantasies in middle
age when the world is telling me I should be settling down.
Why doi feellike kicking against the pricks, why does my
husband seemlike a father then a sexualpartner or
equalpartner in this relationship it is all bewildering
and yet somehow inside I am inlove with this part of me .
Is that good or bad ..... That is the question.