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The Diary of R
2010-02-06 21:45:02 (UTC)

Chapter 6 Dorota becomes a Kadjira

Then the unexpected happened, I began to fall in love with
Dorota, treasure her submission, I began to feel the master,
that all previous submissions were merely sacrifices of love
and soul for my training and that the coming of Dorota
signals my graduation as master.

much of previous submission to me by woman was unrsequited,
in part, not consumated, disrupted, short-lived, or were
fabulous, but with the exception of Stephanie, Sarwat, Miwa
and Shinatsu, there was never complete submission or obedience.

Kadjira as I have named her, is not a scene sub, she is a
virgin sub, a young mum, seeking initiation, I have taken
her and done just that, now she awaits her collaring and
initiating as my concubine, bedslave, to be trained as my
kadjira.

She serves me often at midnight, she recites mantras and
ritual prayers of submission to me, as I take pleasure in
her, she understands that coming to me a second time for
training will result in being collared and submitting to my
instruction until further notice. She knows this is not a
scene thing, it's a love affair, a union of kadjira and
master. Virgin Kadjira will be trained and used. She will be
my pleasure slave, bedservant, concubine, whore, kadjira.

She knows that I will take her if I want to, discpline her,
put her in chains and leather, use instruments of pleasure
and discpline upon her. She knows there is no safeword, that
this is submission, that I would only take her anyway, that
she will submit her body and soul to my pleasure. She knows
I am not a crazy and that she's no punchbag.

She knows she needs to be broken in, collared, trained.

I will try to make it quick with the whip, bring the tears
quickly. Once she is collared, I will not whip her again,
besides gross misconduct, she'll be spanked though, perhaps
strapped with a belt or riding crop, but not whipped again.

But her first night in her master's bed, she'll be broken
in, taken, used, disciplined, humiliated, she'll barely
sleep that night.

The first time she came to master's house, she was not
offered her master's bedroom, but rather a small room on the
mezzanine, with a study room attached, the room where she
was taken, stripped and prepared to be taken for the first
time by her new master. It was an arranged marriage of
virgin kadjira and consumate master.

Once I had taken all three holes, she was put to bed.

The next time she attends me, she will sleep in my bed, I'll
be tender, perhaps when the sun rises, she'll take the fuck
of her life first though.




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