rohit

my buddy my diary
2010-02-05 18:07:17 (UTC)

i miss you my love

hi diary,
how are you? i always wished to talk to you about me,myself
and my life, but i never got time to do so. today when i am
missing someone very much,when i am smoking my ciggerate and
listening to a soft number, i thought to write someone
dedicated to her. hi diary i really love her very much. she
is a changed person now. she says she doesnt love me anymore.
no, she is not attached to someone else. i trust her but
there is a problem we doesn't belong to same community so we
cant be together as she says.
i miss each and every moment spend with her. she is like the
fresh air in my life. like to live you always need fresh air
,the same way i need her.i have loved and lost quite a lot
of time. but i never felt so much pain like the way i am
feeling right now.
she changed me to a good person. she made me realized the
importance of life. i always want to see her happy and
smiling that's why i am living in solitude.
now i realize why people change when someone close to you
leave you alone.
she is the most beautiful person i ever met...
i always wonder why people kill themselves when they fail in
love...because when you love someone very much, then you
start living your life, you start enjoying even those things
that you previously hate.and when that person leave you
alone then you started hating those things even that you
love.you started missing that person in each moment of your
life. when you are in love then you started seeing this
world through that person's eyes and started dreaming. and
when those dreams shattered like a mirror, your hopes
started shattering and you started breaking yourself into
pieces.
that's enough for today.
see you tomorrow and i love you vandy(yes, that's her name).
byee..good night




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