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2010-02-04 05:42:16 (UTC)

Fading paper and picture

You faded away......yes......just simply faded away....like
a
picture fades away......from the paper.....first your smell
went away...and then the colour....and then the black sketch
on which you were built.....and then the marks of the
pencils....that it made when the pencil rubbed through the
skin of the paper....and left behind the mark....which I
thought it was there to stay forever - that too faded away.

And now....here it is .....just some crumbled paper......old
and dirty..........as if it has been through the washing
machine.....and the dryer........and still come out as a
single untorn entity. Crinkled page it is......and becoz it
is
so old........u can almost feel the dust when you touch
it......yeah......but u will never be able find any trace of
the picture.......it once carried! did the air took the
picture away......or the paper just engulfed the picture
into
itself...........deep inside.......so deep inside.....that
it
suffocated and murdered the picture inside itself....and
washed away all the blood stains......every
evidences......!no
one knows how the picture faded away......but everyone can
tell that the picture was gone.....gone for ever - nowhere
to
be found.

You never said goodbye....never......and that made me feel
that you are going to comeback......and then you never came
back either........and i was here waiting........waiting for
you.......waiting to hear you say goodbye......so that i can
stop waiting for you! but u never came back.......never said
goodbye......!and i never stopped waiting for you.......well
of course i don't wait so intensely for you
anymore........no i don't........i have things in my life
that needs my attention.....yeah......things which makes my
life........things which are here to stay.......and never to
vanish away...........!i don't get time........to wait for
you..........i don't even think i should.......but still i
do. why i do...........who knows?

may be the paper misses the picture..........and for
once...........the paper wants to see itself in the mirror
and look how beautiful it looks when the picture adorns
it.......as if even the unpainted white portion of the paper
seems like a spotlight for the picture......! may be the
paper is not ready to let the picture fade away.........may
be it just wants to be burn with the picture........burn
till it becomes ashes.....and still have a tiny portion of
the picture in every particle of the ashes it turns
into...........wish i could send this to you.......and let
you know how i feel.......but no.......i know..........i
will be misread and misunderstood........and
besides....whats the point.........in sending it to
you......its you who faded away like the picture did....from
the paper.........or do you think its me who faded
away........the paper.............from the picture?


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