sabina

Sabina Being
2010-02-01 21:31:32 (UTC)

I just layed in bed.

I didn't go to school today.
Somedays I feel sort of giddy. I am almost finished with
highschool and there is little point to going that much or
caring, now that college apps are done with. Almost.

Then somedays I feel lost.

I woke up early, and just layed in bed. I had been dreaming
about subway cars and I had a sunburn. Patrick and I were
fighting and we sat separately in the subway car. Then I
started looking for him, I couldn't find him anywhere. I
tried to call him. Then I stood up and looked around once
more and I saw him. He had the same worried face as I did.
He had been looking for me.

Then I woke up. I had a strange stomachache. It felt empty.
I tried to magically transport into Patricks bed. It didn't
work.
I always get very sad the day after he leaves. I just now
realize he is really gone.

So far the talking less isn't going well. We've talked four
times today.How pathetic.

Sabina




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