DanielleNicole.(:

My life be like....
2010-01-29 03:26:41 (UTC)

FML !!

Dear Diary.

Uhgg, i hate my life. I have no clue what to do anymore.
Everything feels like its coming to a crash. I have
everything in my life right now. I'm grounded so im stuck
at my house, which is the worst thing in the world, Cause i
hate being at my house! i fuckin hate it hate it hate! uhg,
and i go out with this boy, and he means the world to me
and dont get me wrong he's great and i do love him, but the
one i really really would like to be with is nik. me and
nik have alot of history, since 6th grade and i love him, i
would do anything for him in a heart beat, my heart tells
me go for it, but my mind says no cause of how he treated
me in the past, and another thing holding me back is that
its michael (my boyfriend) brother. And michael really does
care about me and i dont want to hurt him. but i feel like
we are losing what we used to have cause he changed school
i hardly see him and i barely talk to him, And with nik i
see him everyday, i talk to him about everything and
anything. It just sucks. im between a wall and a hard
place. Ontop of that im failing one of my classes and the
teacher hates me and i try my hardest but it just dont
help, and i told my parents that and they just dont
understand. Its like their saying ow-well fuck what you
have to say. It dont matter now. I hate this teacher so
muchhhh, i wish i would just strangle her! i know thats
mean and stuff but i swear its true.
So uhgg please somebody help me!




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