pronetupain

kindly unspoken
2010-01-26 19:26:04 (UTC)

Allies, partners in crime, rivals...

We fought, we patched up. We laughed at jokes that no one
can understand. We said some of the meanest things to each
other. We defended each other when others won't. We did
some of the silliest things together and there's so many
stories to be recalled when we are together.

Through some of the harshest times, we became muted to one
another. Yet through it all, the coldness will eventually
thaw and melt away and we're right back to where we've
left it, that is, like nothing has ever been missing...
But can i forgive her for everything that we've gone thru.
I want to. Forgiving is so hard. I've never been really
good at it.

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's
hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It's hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside
you're on the verge of a breakdown.
I've lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have
left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've
left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong




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