blueskymentality

Difficult Teenage Times
2010-01-26 05:38:11 (UTC)

Slow Process?

Okay. Its safe to say I wasted my time. Ridiculously.
I could've dated him, had him, but I didnt use my time
correctly. Now Im stuck in the past. But I can do this.
I'll figure this situation out. Today has been crazy, and
nothing short of a miracle. I cannot believe I made it
through. This morning it felt like a billion problems were
weighing me down.
I don't know how to ask for what I want,
I don't know how to deal with guys,
I don't know how to manage my time
I don't know how to keep goals.
By the end of this month, I will learn to do all of this.
Mark my words, I will.
I need to have a fully functional and awesome project for
tomorrow,
I need to get started on a commentary, and an essay.
I'm surprised I even found time to write, but I needed to.
Lately, I've been emotionally constipated.
hahaha
Funny,
but SOOO true.
You wouldn't believe. BUt I'm promising myself. I can do
this.


This concludes my entry for today,
I hope to have more for you tomorrow.
:)




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