Letters to Nancy
Sigh2 ( latter that day... )
Well, Im still board . My head feels a bit better. dad and
I went out to Matts to shoot blue rock, but ended up
helping Matt's frined who's truck brook down a few miles
away, they were moving from Elm Creak to Holdrege.
Anyway, Randy wants me to tell Shai. I know I should, but
I dont want to loose my best friend... I know i have to
some time. Honestly I knew Randy and I will still be
dating in about a year, and by then Shai really STILL
couldnt care that much about him... ( then again if we
broke up I would still love him for a long time ) so i was
hoping to wait intell then... but I dont know if it can
wait that long. i love RAndy and Im not ashamed of dating
him, not at all. Im ashmed that Shai still likes him and
Im dating him, He was hers 1st. And rather he likes me
more or not, is it fair to still date him? I wish I knew.
Lets see, what eles? Oh, we did go see grandpa today. Mom
didnt "feel" well. well, honesty she felt fine, and we all
know it. Just because SHE holds a gruge against him doesnt
mean we all do. My family from Ca. was going to come stay
here, but desided to get a hotel room. Thank lord, I
couldnt take liveing with 3 big smelly guys for a week.
Im texting Randy. Well, sota. I geuss he hasnt replyed for
a whille... weird right when I wrote that I got a text
from him... anyway I miss him. I wish he was here. Or I
was there, ether or. Any way as long as Im with him. I
hope I never loose him, he's my everything. I wonder what
hes doing right now, I wonder if he hes still on my mind?
and I wonder if Im on his too. I wish what its like years
from now. Are we still togerther? did we get married? i
hope the anwsers to those are yes.
UGH! My stupid head! Randy thinks I need to go to the
doctor. I know he says that because he cares, and lets
face it if it were him i would drag his ass there if I had
to. Because I couldnt stand him in pain, or the thought of
something being very wrong with him. 3 Rebeka, on the
other hand thinks I need to " Stuck it up!" I dont think
its anything and i dont need a doctor to change us
100 bucks just to tell us that.
Ok, so I got this in a forward in my email, and i thought
I would add it on here, i love it!
“Sarabeth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake
For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom.
For, just this morning right there on her pillow.
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
Sarabeth closes her eyes
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love was holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair
Its quarter to seven
That boys at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this mornin where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin” Rascal Flatts.
The boy shaved his head for her, so simple, so strange,
yet it meant the world to her. ( you can assume why ) If
you think your bf would do something like this for you.
Forward this. If you wish your bf would, forward this, if
you want a bf who would, Forward this, and in the next
year. Your true love will find you, and shock you.