sierra

crazy ramblings
2010-01-23 03:55:45 (UTC)

am i unreasonable??

Why is asking one small question can create such a problem
with some people?? I never accused him of cheating, just
asked him about a love song someone left him. If it was no
big deal, it would not have been a big deal to explain.
Not going into a fit telling me to grow up and no one can
tell him what to do.
I am good at not thinking before I speak, but that is no
reason to be an ass to me. I want him to fight for me a
little bit. Am I asking to much?? Is it unreasonable to
wonder why a girl leaves loves songs?? Is it unreasonable
that I need an answer about the weekend?? I think that if
I don't apologize he will run away. He will feel crowded
and not love me. If he doesn't love me who will?? Will I
forever be the crazy single woman who just sleeps around
because she is afraid to trust?? I don't want to be alone.
But do I want to be with him? Does he want to be with me?
Why can't I just ask him? Why do I think he wouldn't tell
me the truth??
Life is hard. I am learning more and more everyday that
all you can depend on is yourself. But that can't be true.
everyone needs someone. All I want is him!! Does he want
me?
I need to get some self esteem and self worth. How do I
get those things?




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