yaziixbabii

Direction-to-perfection
2010-01-22 21:01:58 (UTC)

Loosing weight plan 22/1/2010 3

Well today i was looking around at some good pro ana
websites and found this really awsome diet that alot of
anorexics and bulimics have been using. It is called the
ABCD which stands for ana boot camp diet. It looks
brilliant and so easy, it is a diet that is ment to trick
your body as everyday has a different number of calories
you can have and then other days you fast, basically its
just different everyday. But even though the calories are
different everyday they are still low and is under half of
how many i should be eating a day. I dont care though, the
only thing i care about in life is to be thin and i wont
stop until i am thin. Atm i weigh 120 pounds i want to get
down to about 95 pounds im sure il be able to do it
though. As soon as i get to 95 pounds then il set another
target weight that i can get dwon to. I am not starting
the diet until the 1st on febuary which is only like a
week away, i cant start it straight away coz i need to
sort out an exercise plan and sort out ways i can hide
this diet from my family. As i am only 15 i still live at
home which is really hard coz my mum and dad notice stuff
like this really quickly, like they can notice if i have
lost like 4 pounds or whatever, its so annoying so i have
to wear baggy clothes so they think i am the same weight.
And my mate, god dont get me started on them, iv got this
mate gemma, she helped me alot when she found out i wasnt
eating before and goin on fasts all the time she was
supportive but not judging of me now she is telling me to
go to the doctors and ask for help and she thinks its a
good idea is they do put me in a clinic because it will
help me, i dont think she understands that i dont want to
b in a place like that they look scary and have you seen
how much they make you eat in there? omg shit loads!!! and
my other mates well i dont bother with tellin them anyfing
anymore coz they jus make it sound like i just want
attension but i dont i just thought maybe they would want
to no the real me but obv not so i will jus keep iding
behind my smile for them. When i want to talk about the
lifestyle i have i will talk to my online ana buddys, they
are amazing they jus no exactly what your tlkin about and
understand me so much and we can realte to eachtoher so
mcuh. We also help motivate eachother aswel like send
eachother thinspiration pics, quotes, diets and evan
pictures of eachother to show our progress. Well nothing
else i can really say, if anyone does read this and they
are going threw the same stuff you can email me, my email
adress is on my personal information and if you want to no
i will be writing on here everyday about my progress in my
diet and how my life is going. Much love
Yasmin xxx
Id rather be a skinny bitch than a chubby sweetheart 3 xx




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