Heaven after Hell house.

The rise and fall of Lexxy
2010-01-22 20:08:55 (UTC)

jan. 22, 2010

so..todays a bit boring not much to yalk about..so il pick
up on some old shit from hell house...so when i 1st moved
in my bf alissa brought her old fuck buddy chris for a
stay over. i was still unsure if id be getting back with
laonny. and he was flirting with me and i got drunk...this
was the 1st time id ever had sex with somone other then my
husben. i was scared as fuck when it started. chris was
not used to a girl who hated sex. so the whole thing was
very akward. he stoped after a wile and we went upstars to
drink some more. i got smashed on backardy 151. and woke
up in bed with chris and my buddy KC. I asked chris if id
fucked him and kc and he said no. so we left it ast that
and went on as if nuthing happend. after a few weaks chris
started visiting me and we started having random friend
sex. hes the only person iv ever liked having sex with. it
was still a bit akward but as time wore on we got freaky.
now he and i are still good friends and i kepp in contact
with him. from what i hear hes doing great and working
hard. im happy for him. another fun thing i remember from
that time is always going to the down town river for
midnight jumps and swiming.always a great pass time. we
were always making trouble lol. i remember when id get
drunk with KC and he and i would stay up talking our
asses off till morning. one time i was so drunk i fell
asleep out side. woke up on the porch on the big caoch we
had there. was a shocker lol. we had a hooker that lived
next to us and her husben came over to cheack on me...man
thatwas funny. brandon was shocked that not ongly had i
out drank him..but i had a mini camping trip too. i was
always able to out drink the house..only danny could beat
me and thats just because hes an alcy with 15 yrs on me.
so he gets points atomatcly lol.i think what i miss the
most about living there is waking up every day with your
friends right ther with you and every day is pure
crazieness an no worries on money. it came free and so did
every thing els. i think back i and i wonder if it was a
gift. like a reward for dealing with lonnys crap. if so
all i can say is thank you God. truely it was heaven for
me, and i found out new things about my self that shocked
even me lol. althow im glad iv moved on from it. i can
honesty say i loved it, and i will hold the memories close
to my heart always. it was a chapter in my life that was
filled with love fun and a degree of happiness that iv
never found any were els. and for that i have no regrets.
only the want to change and learn from it. fill you in
soon. probably on more hell house but heay, its intresting
right now. byby




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