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ilostitonenight
2010-01-21 09:44:49 (UTC)

im lost in a great world filled..

im lost in a great world filled with excitement and so
much to do and see im going to expirience this world i
feel it is my new found destiny i want to be someone that
someone remembers even if it is just the young woman i
want to remember at least she will have the same great
memories i will have i want to turn my life around though
i dont quite no how anymore it was so much easier when she
cared enough to say no now im stuck with my own self
having to say no i dont know how well that works i dont
have much self disaplin but who knows maybe if i can
overcome this all il have it and keep it i want to be a
good person feel good about myself when i wake in the
morning most of all i want to fall asleep with a good
woman at night some thing i had never realized to its
fullest before is i had everything i needed i no longer
care about the wait because when its not waiting it turns
into a linger that i cannot stand im in a lingering state
now i cant wait to be free from this place i feel insane
in my head i think about things not normal to a young
lady's mind i should be happy i want to be i want to
forget my memories from before erase it all and start new
i want to only remember the memories worth the remembrence
i want to prove them all wrong i want to to be someone
succesful to me not to anyone else that what matters that
is what is going to change it all

i miss her




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