Bella

Confessions of a Hungry Tiger
2010-01-19 21:54:57 (UTC)

Rain Rain Go Away!

It's raining its pouring I wish I was snoaring? LOL! But
I'm at work. I've been using Rosetta Stone to learn
French. It's fun! Except my computer loves to freeze and
it totally sucks to wait around. Wack!!!

Yesterday I was totally sexually excited at work. I was
reading sexual stories here on my-diary that just had me
turned on all day. I could feel my pussy get wet but
because I'm at work in a very visible area I didn't
attempt to touch myself, but trust me if I had a private
office I would have. I almost felt like running to the
bathroom to satify that urge. When I drove out of here,
there I was again caressing my beautiful breast and
touching myself fully clothes. I love this new explosion
of sexual discovery but at the same time I'm scared.
Scared it will cause problems and push me to the edge of
kinkyness. LOL! Yeah, I am supposed to be getting closer
to God and for some reason it is instilled in my brain
that Sexual desires and God do not mix. Althought in the
book The Road to Cana by Anne Rice Jesus has sexual
feeling and thoughts. I want to embrace this awakening but
my ego says "stop"... my Id is screaming "go" and at times
I listen to it because it makes me feel free and because I
want to be a non conformist and don't want to attached to
rules created by man to control me.




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