sharpgirl

Fun doesn't mean happy
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2010-01-16 07:57:39 (UTC)

He's not the only one in the world that will make me happy

Reasons why he's not the one:

He doesn't like my friends

He doesn't invite me when he goes out with his friends

I feel inferior than him

He gets loud when we are out in public

He sometimes doesn't dress himself attractively

He eats too much

I hate the way he puts emphasis on my name when he
disagrees with me

He doesn't put me first, or second and sometimes even third
or fourth

He's controlling

He doesn't show me that he needs me even when I know he does

He hurts me sometimes when we kiss

He thinks he's always right

He can be mean spirited

He pulls away when he thinks I'm getting too serious, then
pushes when he thinks I'm pulling away...not consistent
emotionally

He's arrogant

but mostly...he knew I was having an incredibly bad day and
I let him know that I needed him and he chose not to
contact me for 5 hours...and then when he did...it was
informational, not personal...no questioning whether I was
okay or being kind in hopes of making my evening
easier...just hi this is what I'm doing...you don't do that
when you love someone...you are concerned about them and
care enough to let them know they are being thought of...or
at least show some kind of affection at some
point....that's why I know he's not the one for
me...because how could I love someone that doesn't get that
all I needed was a kind word.... a loving gesture.... It
breaks my heart but the writing is in huge bold letter on
the wall...He's just not the guy


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