Anamika Singh

Inside the Dumb little brain of ME!
2010-01-16 07:55:42 (UTC)

A new beginning.

Well I was searching for something like this since a long
time cause people normally tend to read my diaries but here
I guess its safe.
So this is my first entries which are usually shitty even if
I try to make them good. Happens with me.
So anyway I really don't know what to write (as usual) but I
just felt like writing so I'll do it anyway even though I
should be studying economics. Well that's not really
possible with my current state of mind. I've been so busy
with work all these days that am not even able to talk to my
best friends. sucks, I know! And its not like my problems
are over, there's still loads of stuff to do! I don't know
how I'll be able to mange everything.
Well am really tensed bout the future (By now you might be
thinking am a nerd but that's so not true, even though am
not against nerds or anything. Just that am not one of
them). Ya sometimes when you've got a lot to do but you're
still not in the mood to do it you get really critical of
yourself, as in what will happen to you if the same attitude
remains forever. It happens. And actually am glad it happens
to me. That means am normal, right? Anyway so sometimes I
feel I don't even know what I want with my life. I can think
what I'll be doing after 10 years from now, ya even that is
normal, but then I get really insecure.
And I just realized that am ruining the 1st page of my diary
and most probably boring the person whose reading this. IF
anyone IS reading it, that is.
SO i';; stop blabbering for now, and I guess watch some TV
and then put my head into my economics books! Might help me!
But that doesn't mean the topic about the future is over,
its gonna keep popping up in the following pages anytime. so
watch out for it. Also I hope now you have a little bit
insight into what I am. I'll give a proper intro in the next
entry I guess.
Goodbye for now, and DO leave a comment if you chance upon
my first diary entry :)




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