curlstar99

jummble bubble
2010-01-14 23:00:34 (UTC)

Bad thoughts........

So another day, another thing that goes wrong! I tell ya
one minute you have good thoughts and your willing to make
a compormise and you are sure that your strong enough to
get through whatever it is that the world throws at you.

Then the next minute one thing happens and it all goes
down hill. How do you keep the strong thoughts? How do you
get through whatever it is the world throws at you? I mean
yes I understand that life is hard and I get that it's how
it is and you need to keep it going.

But I have been, I have tried enough in just this one
thing and even when it seems ok, every possible way it
could go up in flames it goes. Right into the fire with
all the other dreams and wishes and good thoughts you had.

I know this women who no matter what road block came her
way she was the strongest most loving person ever. And
sure most of that comes from the lord, but at other tims
what can you do? what can you do to keep that little flame
of faith burning if just a few more moments?

I am confused and I don't know how to get my happy me back
anymore, I don't know how to find my way back to the path
that keeps me strong. I don't get it, I tried didn't I? I
finally got this little pieace of hope and it's falling
apart and I have no strength to pick me up anymore.....




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