Truthful

Finding my flow
2010-01-10 01:18:55 (UTC)

why can't I die?

no seriously, i am so bad.
i should rather die............well I don't want to die but
thinking logically.
I am so frustrated by myself.
Oh GOD! either everything works out or give me some direction.

How much this fucking youtube videos I watch :-(

what will happen tomorrow? or what can happen tomorrow??
You know what, I feel like doing to dig myself somewhere
and sleep, sleep and sleep!

today I talked with my sis and brother. May be I'll call Mummy
in the night.

waise, it's not a bad idea to catch up a nap for an hour or two.

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I am so blank right now. so blank.
No feeling worried about meeting Rongchao tomorrow. May be I
am worried. I am so disgusting :-(
I can't comprehend my own thoughts/feelings.
Ram Bharose!




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