Angeline Rose

Love of the Loveless.
2009-12-01 05:05:46 (UTC)

Time, Time, and libido.

Everything with you is happening so fast.
Why do I feel so used to it, and yet so extremely
overwhelmed?
I love it. I love it a ton.

Boys are silly.
I have a man.

Cedric has been having a hard time with the job hunt.
At least he's a certified CNA.
I'll be at Sears 'til I'm 50, and I just sort of realized
that.
I could focus on school..
Or I could live the housewife life, I mean, he did say
he would take care of me ;]

Kidding.
I need to have a sense of independency,for the sake of the
future. And security.
Long story short, anything can happen.

We're both fools.
Fools in love, and selflessly giving.
But like I said, anything can happen.

"Time will say nothing but I told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

....

There are no fortunes to be told, although,
Because I love you more than I can say,
If I could tell you I would let you know."

W.H. Auden, you fucking GENIUS.


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Anyway.
The future is rocky, but for now, let me ride it.
Let me ride it.

I can't wait 'til my birthday.
I'm going lingerie shopping, probably with Tasha.
I'm going to fuck him raw.
I hope he has money saved up for my birthday.
I want this to be the best. Birthday. Ever.
Eighteen, beautiful, his.


The other day my purse was stolen.
I need to get my license. And close my account.
Maybe get a debit card.
Or even consider using Cedric's account.
Something.. Anyway.
I'm going to do..Other things that are least productive.




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