McKaY

McKayism: Everything, Anything & Nothing
2009-11-15 02:27:07 (UTC)

been having a lot of random..

been having a lot of random thoughts again. felt like for a
long period it stopped because of the dramas in life... not
to say life is all smooth sailing again (or for the first
time), there're still dramas.... maybe less chaotic and i'm
a lil happier than before. life after college zooms by
rather quickly. there have been so much more shits and
dramas that happened in the past 4 yrs than from a kid to
college. every time i think of stuff to write abt or
update, there's a load of ideas and thoughts i wanna express
but of course either too many of them to pt where i don't
know which one to start and end up not writing or too many
to pt where i forget most of them. a lot of realizations at
random moments. a lot of feelings. a lot of ups and downs.
a lot of things i need to get over. maybe getting older
also means getting more jaded. i can totally feel myself
heading twds that side of town. less patient w/ clients,
less desire to go above and beyond especially knowing other
people around me don't appreciate my area of work as much
and def seeing people not working as hard as i am. i need
some organization in my life. i need some motivation. i
need some good and positive changes.




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