Silent Solitude

Silent Until Now...
2009-10-11 00:00:45 (UTC)

Got some stuff to talk about here

I got a few things to get off my chest before I forget them.
I want to get it down while I have it fresh on my mind.

First, today my mom got a call from a relative from Cali.
Her sister (my aunt) died in the motherland (Philippines).
Apparently, she was is such poor health that it was just a
matter of time. It really didn't come as a shock to my mom.
She was quite calm about it. I guess she knew since the
last letter she got was quite pathetic. My aunt's family
were too poor to afford proper health care so she basically
had nothing as far as treatment or medicine readily
available. Besides that, her family (mostly her husband)
didn't work I believe and so he was literally up shit's
creek. My mom didn't like him because he didn't man up and
take responsibility for her health. As far as a provider,
he piece of shit in my book. If I ever go to the motherland
and see his ass, I'd slap the taste out of pussy-like mouth
of his. What kind of asshole would let her see his wife die
without doing something except sticking his arms for a
handout (which he might use for his own purposes). That's
why I hate those cretins over there. Especially if they
can't do for themselves. Most of them lack proper
motivation. As far as they go, they're just a write-off in
my eyes. I'd go there, knock his ass to ground, and shit in
his face. I may have not known my aunt at all, but as blood
relative of hers, I'll fuck him up and make him see death as
she did when she married him.

However, truth be told, I don't know her. I probably talked
to her once in my lifetime and that was just to greet her.
So with that said, would I really care about her death? No,
I don't care. I don't know her from a hole in the wall.
She's a stranger in my eyes along with any other family
member back in the motherland. I may have a slight
curiosity about them, but with the way things are over there
and my misnomers about them, I'd rather avoid them at all
costs. I'd like to keep my money with me. Fucking 2nd
class humans. They're no more than animals to me.

Next, during work this week (which by the way took a toll on
my body) I get some slightly disturbing news. It's about a
manger I work for. While I was in receiving, the supervisor
I was working with told me something. He said that during
the past week, the manager hit his wife due to an argument
they had. I think this was a long time coming since he was
cheating on his wife for a while. Now, this brings me to an
old axiom about women. That axiom is to never hit a woman.
Now, I was taught that not by my father, but by television.

Now, why is it that we shouldn't hit women? Probably back
then since women didn't have the freedoms as men did would
that saying be true. However, in this modern times, women
have developed into more assertive roles in life. In the
family, most women actually work their asses off instead of
being the homemaker. Some women work jobs that used to be
just men only like construction or anything in that field.
Some women actually became leaders of out world as well.
The reason for this slow but steady change was because women
wanted to be treated as equals. They don't want to be
treated as a weaker half. Since that was the driving force
behind all this change, then as equals, shouldn't they be
treated like other men as far as actual physical equals as
well? Women are also into physical activities that would
include full contact sports as an example. Some women would
love to challenge guys to see if they are better. If that's
the case, then I don't see why if arguments go so far as
physical abuse goes, then it should be alright to (in a
blunt sense) to fuck them up.

Me, when a woman wants to swing at me for any reason, I will
swing back. Not because I like to abuse women, but to show
them respect. It sounds odd, but it really makes sense when
you think about it. To say that you shouldn't hit a women
is by far the most sexist thing to say. Ladies, if I said
that a woman shouldn't have to foot the bill because they
are women, wouldn't you think that I am wrong? It's because
I would reference that a woman shouldn't have to pay because
I think a woman can't afford to pay for shit. That would
lead to a woman being useless and then lead to other shit
that would make women in this country sick. Now, I don't
like those old-fashioned sayings because that was back then.
In this age, I believe that if a woman wants to be known as
an independent woman who doesn't need a man, then she should
be treated like one. I like independent women. They should
be able to be treated as equals. That's right. They should
pay for their own meals cause they can afford it. They
should be able to open their own doors because they aren't
weak. They should be treated just like men. So, if they
want to fight, then goddamn it, throw your fists in the air
and start fucking them up like a guy. Don't hold back
because they're women, but give it all you got because they
ARE women.

Let me get back to the subject at hand, though. My manager
hits his wife out of anger. Do I find that acceptable? No,
because she didn't fight back. If she gets hit and does
nothing, he's wrong. If she did retaliate, then it's fair.
To hit someone and have that person retaliate makes the
other person as guilty as the aggressor. Like I said, I
like an independent woman. If an independent woman wants to
be treated as an equal, I will treat them as an equal.
Meaning that a woman who wants to hit me, I will hit back
with full force. That's out of respect I have for them.

I can see the flood of angry women who probably thinks I
don't get laid or just hate women in general or whatever.
The sex department I'm doing just fabulously. As for me
hating women, that's not true at all. I have respect for
the ones who wants to be treated as an equal. I don't
respect a women who thinks they should be treated as royalty
just because they deserve it. I may not like that lesbian
bitch at work, but I respect the fact that she works her ass
off like a guy. I did tell her before that she probably has
a larger dick than I do.

I was gonna go into that bulldyke's life once again but I
want to save that for a while. I want to see how things pan
out for a week or two. After that, I will dedicate another
entry solely to her. As always, it's been your pleasure.




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