Feirhie

Mie LyF
2009-08-19 18:19:39 (UTC)

A love story... ?

So I'm here again... I'll continue my story. On my first day
in college, I met my colleagues that i am with now. But as
term goes, only few have manage to survive, including me.
One of the most memorable thing happened to me during my 1st
yr of college is that, I've got my first boyfriend!?

I have this guy friend who text me name Chistian. Well we're
in the same school and in the same year, and one of my block
mates he's best friend gave my number to him. This guy is
also a member of NBSB like i do, meaning NO BOYFRIEND/GF
SINCE BIRTH. He's not our type of dream guy, you know he
don't have the looks, he's short, and dark. But we've got
very close when I got sick. I don't know but its typical for
me to crave for care when I'm super sick. I'm very emotional
and easily hurt, i seek attention. Maybe because i got used
to what my mother is doing whenever i got sick.
During that time i've become so affectionate when it comes
to him , but that's on text only. It comes to the point that
i'm telling him i wanted him to feed me, that let's sleep
together and guard me on my sleep, something like that
(eeeww! it disgust me today). But on school i'm totally
ignoring him, you know i don't want to be tease by my friends.
Then semester break comes another new guy enter into my life!

It was September year 2005, i met a guy named l?????W. I met
him through text. It was when my friend Edzen from high
school asked a favor from me and she used his phone, maybe
because we're in the same cellular network or she got no
balance on her phone. They are actually neighbors. My number
registered on his phone and without the knowledge of my
friend he texted me for unknown reason maybe he got bored or
he's looking for a new relationship.

I found out that we've met before, it was during my 2nd yr
of high school. During that time one of my not-so-close
friend Sarah is his girlfriend. We are on Edzen place,
currently practicing a dance, you know school activities and
stuff. He was so young then and i admit i found him
attractive. But of course i don't mind him, it's a typical
attraction for me. After that i don't know exactly the story
but, Sarah and her buddies (which are also my friends) have
a fight or a conflict because him. For what I remember
Denise got misunderstood by her buddies that she's flirting
on l?????W something like that, they got angry on her they
think they are betraying Sarah. I don't really know if it's
true or what, but it certainly the reason why they break up.

As usual we are exchanging personal information typical
process of getting-to-know-each-other. He told me that he's
already in 3rd yr high school. Well he's six months younger
than me, and then me I'm already in 1st of college. So i
think that that's not my type of guy. You know he's younger
than me, that means he might be a little bit childish and
immature. He stopped schooling for few years after
elementary, something like that, i got feared he must be you
know someone who doesn't care 'bout his studies or got no
direction in life and irresponsible.

Well because of the fact that "he's younger than me" it got
registered on my mind that he's not for me, he's not
perfect, he's not my dream guy!


To be continue...

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we always fear what we don't know.....
-feirhie




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